Food blogging is boring now that I am trying to lose weight..seriously. I want mac n cheese and lots of pasta and lots of fried chicken. I want it. I can’t stand to even think about food.. which is how I used to spend most of my time…food, food blogging, what’s for dinner. Now I guess I’ll blog about life …now that should be interesting. I am sick of having this double chin and double belly..when did that happen anyway.? Christ! I hit menopause and my metabolism hit a brick fricken' wall and has only gotten worse.
Got the front bedroom changed into my office..my writing space. All good. Good! It feels like me …want to burn incense in here for some reason..maybe some cedar and sage. Yes..smudge the hell out of this room. Maybe this house.
When did I get So allergic to my cats? I’ve been home a week now and my skin is dry, my eye’s are dry and the corners have gunk/crust in them…asthma is bad. Bloated, crusty eyes…."Sealskin Soulskin". Get back in the water! I feel like I've been "suckling a dead litter".... or something.
"The creation Mother is always also the Death Mother and vice versa. Because of this dual nature, or double-tasking, the great work before us is to learn to understand what around and about us and what within us must live, and what must die. Our work is to apprehend the timing of both; to allow what must die to die, and what must live to live." (p.32) clarissa pinkola estes